"dysfuctionally inspired"

Thursday, November 29

Counting Down 3 more days to PhotoFair!

    check list :

    1. prints for photofair (5R for catalog, and for sale in 8R and A3)

    2. bought receipt book with 2 carbon copies, label stickers, A4 and A2 clear plastic bags,
    address/contact book, A5 and A3 window mats, boxes for display of smaller prints

    3. fully framed with window mat for 3 of my fav prints (collecting on sat at merlins)

    4. completed 90% of my A3 prints on mounting boards

    5. namecards printed

    6. pricing settled

    7. website/domain name - finalised (but images not uploaded yet. lol.)

    PS : i need to have a website up so i can have most images uploaded for future buyers (if there's any). how i got this online site thingy resolved in a day makes me such a proud cheap genius. *big silly grin*

    unchecked!!??!! 2 more days! :

    1. cost list

    2. tittle all images (urgent!)

    3. catalog (urgent)

    4. easel not collected (chantel!)

    5. transport not confirm ( *whines* jie jie.............!)

    6. order form/list

    with all these errands running for the past week (ej followed me for 2 nights and he was already quite drained! me? a week of mad bunny hopping. im still along the track of sanity. *forces out a smile*) , i have class from tomorrow for consecutively the next 5 days. this will mean i have to skip class this sunday for the fair.

    this is super big suckers time.

    bunny yearns be happy again. so i'll prolly try harder tomorrow.

    background + randoms of claude monnet's
    (many thanks to emo for claude monnet's link )
posted by fries @ 11:32:00 PM

Tuesday, November 27

Im Just a Gal.


    thats me.

    thats me showing u how my brain will sound like when it finally outburst.

    i need like a twin sister to do one of my million things for me.

    yeah. my xmas wish.

    santa. come hear me. please.

    *in silent prayers*
posted by fries @ 12:53:00 AM

Sunday, November 25

Week Full Of Surprises

    pessimist i am and almost be certain that nothing worst will happen when u have the least expectation. actually quite an oxymoron, i do visualised the worst and be prepared what to expect. well, this week is a week of surprises. at the least for the least.

    getting frantic - 50 over images to touch up and there like heaps of work for the fair waiting for my attention and if only i can do splits and have 2 (or maybe even 3) dianas to have my work delegated to, i was tearing my hair (and maybe even my head, if i can) and not even bothering how horrendous i would have looked. i almost wanted to drop zouk, my weekly destress "lancing" heaven. almost.

    saturdays - where the lucky souls who have the previledge to sleep in, i woke up to rush for class in the wee morning and making phone calls during break time to arrange for last minute print work. fuck. i hate rushing work but i always ended up in one. the best news of the day somehow stumbled upon me and i have my images sumbitted for print. all A3 only. dang. *note to self to set camera to the largest size for bigger print* and all the cost for the fair is making me super duper broke.

    750 buckeroos. and the cost has NOT BE FINALISED. *faints*

    last night at zouk was good fun even the dj was dissapointing. appa satoshi? told hermie i think andrew chow did a much better job loh. pfft. and?

    he actually for the 1st time came and joined us and the boys finally get to see him for real. and i caught up with some long-time-no-see friend and being cheery, i went around hugging, chatting, drinking (??) dancing like an energizer bunny still never ever say die. muah ha ha. highly intoxicated. im celebrating for the week of hard work.

    yet. a new week spells more work than usual. *growls*

posted by fries @ 11:04:00 PM

Thursday, November 22


    click on it for larger view!

    hey peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps!

    the e-invite is here! *winks* come COME COME! support the local photographers at least? no? well .. how bout for *screams* me me me?!


    as some of you might already know, i will be showcasing my skies series from my first photo project taken for my short course and they are also *ahems* up for sale lah. *throws confetti at self acting all silly happy as usual*

    :) as stated, its an affordable photo fair and my objectives is just to gather support and encouragements (critics welcome as well! :D ) from everyone. it'll be good fun at dempsey road i promise!

    ( P/S : autographs will also be signed at the back of the print upon request. *blushes* )

    whao. school and work piling like mad. almost stepping all over me. bunny cant really hop. bleh.


    background + blood red shoes
    its getting boring by the sea

    now i
posted by fries @ 11:41:00 PM

Wednesday, November 21

Lil' Friday India.

posted by fries @ 3:35:00 PM

Tuesday, November 20

Wat Is Your Greatest Sin?

    i saw this in my draft and thought i might just post it. :)

    a friend asked a question on msn recently and i just wanted to share. asked. "Which is a greater sin? losing a love one or destroying the friendship that you had built? ". i replied that his sins are quite extremes. he only came back to prompt for more.

    H says:
    but which is sinner?

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    lol .both also love leh

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    the way u putting it, suggest to threaten the choice between destroying the friendship or love. becos losing something is uncontrollable. destroying something on this contrary, sound like an extreme bad act. so unfairly, the latter is sinner.

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    if i think this is for the comparison of how u weigh joei's scenario. i would think its not justifiable

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    H says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    becoz u dun destroy the friendship by picking anyone of ur sins , but here, it mislead the choice to pick one and effect the other to outcome :)

    H says:
    there is an underlying tone on all these

    H says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    so i came to say ur sins very extreme leh

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    which is a greater sin? fear to move forward or fear and not moving forward?

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    if u digest these two sins. the result will result in two different personalities. lol

    H says:

    H says:
    thts a good sin

    H says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    just dun be the 1st one

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    becoz it makes u just not forward movng in general. not really a bad thing, since these peeps are in contentment and seek stability

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    people whom questioned themselves of the latter, MIGHT just be better becos they questioned what "fears" they have on a particular issue they faced . but how an indivdual overcome it, is another thing altogether.

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    actually the 1st sin might be just a good thing for some. comfort zone mah. (i think im secretly wishing i am one of them - seek contentment and prolly a happier soul?)

    H says:

    H says:
    i tink i will tink tht the 1st sin is greater

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    subjective lah

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    i concur

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    so not me.

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    in anycase we should challenge ourself to move forward

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    fearing of the unknown is ridiculous and u put urself on a sily bed. u might just miss out something amazing and will never learn to know it. not wise.
posted by fries @ 11:55:00 PM

Monday, November 19

Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. I Am The Playstation.

    The Playstation

    Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSM)

    Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation.
    You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you.

    You don't get attached too easily, and, to wit, you're not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That's a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you're open to anything, you're keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won't be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you decide to settle down.

    In the meantime, the men you share yourself with actually respect you. Like them, you enjoy sex for its own sake and don't need any other validation for pleasure than pleasure itself. Hopefully, you have the good sense to blow off anyone who thinks less of you for that. Usually, this is the part of the description where we offer some life-correcting advice, but honestly, we can't think of anything about you we'd change. Keep on fucking, partner.

    Always avoid: The Mixed Messenger (DBLD)

    Consider: Anyone else


    so funny. i think certain parts of it are actually quite true. but i especially like the "Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you." , not sure if i concur, but i certainly sounded very desirable *flutters lashes*.

    oh im such a narcissist. *pffft at self*
posted by fries @ 12:44:00 AM

Saturday, November 17

    i was almost in tears waking up with a bad cramp on my right calf all the way down my feet. ouch. what the hell. i didnt even party last night. *mutters*

    met the boys for din din last night at lil india and i had weeeeeeee lotsa of fun snapping and videoing while hermie sweared he's never to bring me out with them again. he easy coax, i be good for 5mins and became totally forgivable already. wha ha ha. i must say the bryiani and the tosai was a delish and a really good deal for 5 buckeroos per person (will post pic soon). but ive learnt my lesson of gorging down too much carbo with chillie hot hot hot (which i absoultely love!), causing 3 toilet run after a wierd mix of lychee/chocolate/mango khulfi which hermie insist we have to try at the other corner of lil india. *winces*

    hung out at clarke quay's tcc and as usual, i ordered my azuki coffee first but ended up with 3 coffees by 4am and i headed off to lunar for a super short catch up with my two babes from my ex band - speedz.

    i saw her for the very first time. as i stood at the members level, watching her getting wasted and kissing different men in her group, i wonder why do even bring myself in comparison with a girl who has no qualms about her image being tarnished with such indecency. she's just a lil girl who wanna still have fun. im still a sour grape for no reason good enough and i ought to let myself run my thoughts elsewhere.

    need to do final touch up for my pictures for the photo fair, then do assignment for class next week. oh man. i need more time.

    backhround + astrud gilberto
    the girl from ipanema
posted by fries @ 5:51:00 PM

Friday, November 16

Life Goes On.

    Fubar crunk says:
    so hows things wif tan tan

    Fubar crunk says:
    dun mind me asking

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    its over loh :)

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    Fubar crunk says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    hermie din tell u?

    Fubar crunk says:
    you ok?

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    lol. yeah. pls. ure not feeling bad for me? don't feel bad for me. pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease. lol

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    why not ok

    Fubar crunk says:
    yah lor

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    even if im not ok, what can i do?

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    life goes on

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    i have too many things in life.

    Fubar crunk says:
    you the strongest gal i know boy

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    he - can be forgotten. never a problem.

    Fubar crunk says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    Fubar crunk says:
    you have everything all set out

    Fubar crunk says:

    Fubar crunk says:
    guess hes not the one ya

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    in life ..we just neeed to never stop learning..1st learn about ourself. love urself and eventually u will know what u want and how u want ur life to be

    Fubar crunk says:
    my dear...do you believe in fate

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    we always have a choice right.. :) if u choose to dwell on things -which i am also human, and i do as well occasionally..lol..but to dwell on things is in a way good as well for me, i can digest the sorrow better so we have enough sorrow to reach the bottom line, and bounce back to reality

    Fubar crunk says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:

    /*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ *̡͌l̡[ says:
    think im too rational for my own good.
posted by fries @ 12:43:00 AM

Monday, November 12

Dicovering a New Bunny.

    my heart skipped abit when i saw him came online. unexpected and seriously have absolutely no idea why i even felt a tad bit nervous. fuck. have i gone mad?? *pfft at self*

    so. i continued with what i was doing and a message alert came up. *widened eye to see his name at the task bar - blinking*

    him: just got back from jakarta

    him: couldnt respond to ur text - ran out of credit

    me : hey no worries

    me : u must be tired. go sleep

    him: yeah - in 2 mins

    and so the episode ended just like that. :)

    in fact, i always remember of our conversations almost always short and very vaguely, ever sweet. message however, always clear and sometimes when i think back, kinda cold (example: TCC always mean dinner and sex after and sleeping over at his place. kinda mutual)

    i have no recollection of when the butterflies flew in my stomache or if i have ever twirled and landed on the lovely grassland. maybe im over the lovey dovey days and looking for what we have the mind vs the heart. maybe there wont be love fairytale for people like me anymore. and strangely, ive settled for this thought and at absolute ease with whats happening. escapades of recents years have creep up to me and seducing me with all devilish excitement. although deep down i yearn to love and behave like a lil kid doing silly things and sweet lil nothings. spend days and night doing nothing and just missing that someone. hmm. to be in love like this again - i dream not anymore. i wasnt even warned of the transitional period of my life. i ought to learn about myself. all over again.

    how growing up can change oneself. our thoughts during a different phase in life. u sometime amused self discover a brand new u. incredulous isn't is?
posted by fries @ 12:08:00 AM

Sunday, November 11

A Trick for Internet Explorer

    chekkit and lemme know if it works? i'll prolly try soon (hopefully it does work on vista!).

    have heaps of fun. wow wow weee!

posted by fries @ 5:47:00 AM

Saturday, November 10

Still Happy Bunnininies.

    what has become desirable seemed negligible untill one sensed of departure. what i miss might just be just a thought. what we want, we almost never get. i texted him outside zouk last night under a relatively intoxicated condition (under any circumstances, when we made a point, *points at previous post* we party like madness first) and we later regret and bit our lips when the sober pathetic self awoke the next afternoon to realise the silly act of such. but. to regret is not my thing for now. i did it and didnt think of it as a big deal of any. *shrugs*

    the message was short but in obvious intention to let the receiver know what was on my mind at that split second i punched in the few letters and depressed SENT as fast as i could before i allow myself time to hesitate.

    "i know i shouldnt. but i miss u."

    well. we crossed paths and are still happy bunnininies.

    - di -
posted by fries @ 12:07:00 PM

Friday, November 9

Hermit - A Card Of Discovery and Enlightenments.

    was looking at my daily tarot readings from facebook, this was what came up for the day :


    Friday, November 9, 2007
    The HermitThe Hermit represents the need to distance yourself from the people and events in your life that are causing undue strain on your emotions. There are times in your life when seclusion and isolation are warranted. The Hermit is a card of discovery and enlightenment, which can only develop by spending time alone with your thoughts. Your energy will be depleted quickly in social situations.

    how appropriate, i thought. *smiles*
posted by fries @ 2:10:00 PM

Thursday, November 8

Like Plastercine Stuffed in a Keyhole.

    least expectation and still at a lost. forward moving it shall not be. just how we are suppose to clean all these, i pray for it to be as painless as the red ant's bite. i wish for the impossible, but nothing is impossible. disagree and i tag u a negativist. now *waves hands with disapproving look* SHOOOOO!

    i didnt get my answer on how long he think we will be in such state. random reasons he use to get us where we want. so private and confidential, it can really be quite exciting. but i want to know. how long? im a wuss and am prepared to shield and pack my bags. drop the extra weightage and move on.

    can't turn back and not moving forward. im a veg stuck in between teeth. (eeew. sorry, bad example.)

    like plastacine stuffed in a keyhole - messy to get out and the other end is suggesting dead as hell. :)

    lunch with my loves in the house! and looking forward to it already. *smiles*
posted by fries @ 4:18:00 AM

Tuesday, November 6

    i am still awake at this hour?

    goodness gracious.

    go sleep get hands off keyboard.


    background+ portishead
    sour times
posted by fries @ 12:12:00 AM

Monday, November 5

Nippon Here I Hop!

    Fetrip user - chungdie:

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    bunnnnnnny will hop to you soon.

    *jiggy dancing*

    soo many were concerned (thanks!) for my decision to travel alone. some astonished, some just couldn't fathom why on earth would this silly bunny wanna travel alone? let alone when i mentioned its my birthday gift to meeeself.

    "heya, i won't be all alone the whole time."

    i'll prolly do a rendezvous with some friends if i ever feel like. but i have biao whom i might bunk in with and his japanese girlfriend for a couple of days. and some days at kyoto. hope to see joon - my ex korean colleague and maybe even steph. so there. NOT such a loner after all?

    time for bed for now. having headaches from the beer lunch over at brewerks today.
    term exams over! *screams* its time to celebrate!
posted by fries @ 12:05:00 AM

Sunday, November 4

The End is always a New Beginning.


    exam will end at 1pm tomorrow. *pouts*

    million of things awaiting for the busy bee to get her hands on it. tomorrow will be a new busy route.

    ....................LIST of A Million Things...............................

    go through folders and finalise photos for photo fair. contact objectifs.

    catalogue research for photo viewers' convenience.

    get a new camera and less excuse not to shoot.

    finalise travel dates/apply leave/air tix for japan/shinkansen tix @ hong leong building.

    paaaaaaaaaaaaaaarty like madness.

    high-teas, lunches, karaoke-ing, drinks and dinners. gals and boys! see bunny hop!


    yoooooooooooogie. yogy. YOGA. mind and body outta control.

    ...................To Be Continued............................

    thats all that i can think of for now. hokay. i exagerated. okok. ridiculously exagerating. *rolls*

    just feel like a million thats all.
posted by fries @ 12:17:00 AM

Saturday, November 3

Ubber Stressed With Tomorrow's Paper.

    ubber ; pronouce as - uhh-ber

    1. Way; a lot; taking the place of Super

    2. better than more than or greater than. often used infront of extreme jus to make it sound and be tht much better.

    3. german word for "above" or "over" (correct spelling "über")

    teenagers these days abuse word of such. most of the time in description like "ubber cool" (yeah thats how they described me. don't puke, coz ive done enough of that right at the point when the words couldn't even get through my eardrums) i can't help feeling young with the exam THIS high. like ubber high , but i don't want this type of ubber (since the only time i wanna be ubber high is when I am like the artist on the below post - or least along the same track?).

    well..truth is -

posted by fries @ 7:29:00 PM

Acid Trip Experiment.

    interesting experiment i must say.

    These 9 drawings were done by an artist under the influence of LSD -- part of a test conducted by the US government during it's dalliance with psychotomimetic drugs in the late 1950's. The artist was given a dose of LSD 25 and free access to an activity box full of crayons and pencils. His subject is the medico that jabbed him.

    the first was done during his peak of the trip. u can see the strokes with lesser intensity when the drug slowly subsides from next two pics. click on the pics to see the other 6.


    background + uffie
    hot chicks in charge
posted by fries @ 4:51:00 PM

Friday, November 2

Latest Obsession - Acrylic 3D Art.

    new adoration. for peeps who'd met me these few months, they should've noticed my recent obsession with acrylic 3D art. this will be my 3rd in a row (it can last about 3-4weeks, depending on individual) sisterkin is liable for this! *points accusing finger at el*

    since when is it ever bunny's fault?

    (P/S: am thinking what i wanna do for the 5 days of leave which was taken for sipadan. any suggestions?)
posted by fries @ 7:04:00 PM

Sipadan Vs Lectures. Latter won. :/

    i just received the timetable for my finance management. for some freak sake of bad luck, it clashes with my sipandan trip and i just need to do wadda need to do. i need to focus and be good as it has been my unshakable resolution to finish work, FIRST - priorities in life. need to mend my ways.


    last two terms - i can play later.

    still. this sucks. BIG time.

    I am almost cranky bunny untill i meditate on my japan trip in dec. *glimps of silly grin*

    i can be easily pacified.


    *jumps back bury self in book*

    background+ random cafe del mar songs from tcc
posted by fries @ 2:02:00 PM

Thursday, November 1

Dinner Debates.

    din with two of my fav babes. strangely we've been hanging out alot. from partying nights, to weekend chill evenings, till now - impromptu din din on a weekday evening. nice one.

    the debates on what makes a relationship a relationship? and what draws the line. who draws the line anyway? grey areas somehow adds mystery and beat diving in a pool with clear water with anticipated tank fishes - what constitute to challenges? or challenges mean threat to u?

    ive divulged my share of inner thoughts and now they have a better picture of bunny's world. so easy since ive made myself clear, but on the otherhand - some can never comprehand. ive come to an understanding that im a rationalism with too strong a mind and i love confuses so as to appreciate what been starightened out eventually. if you dont get my drift, think Rubik's Cube - u mess up all the colour grids and derived satisfaction from putting them back in order of different colours on each side of the cube later. something like that. queer but true.


    twitter updates

    1. definetly japan. woo hoo.

    2. thank god (and gary!) for able to borrow a 8 mega pix digi with decent housing for my sipadan trip in 2 weeks time.

    3. am getting my 40D soooon. READS: investment.

    4. stressed bunny (last paper for the term this sun)

    5. estactic bunny (for no apparent reason)

    6. too many plans. BUT study should come first. (when its SHOULD, it almost always mean it never happened)

    7. a true singaporean - am planning for my new year resolutions for 2008 already.

    hokay. off to bed. sleep tight and tug tight.
posted by fries @ 1:24:00 AM