Monday, October 30
Stay Happy To Be Happy.
- this time, i look back and started to ponder. the year is soon coming to an end and a new year awaits us. hope will always be out there, stay with the positive flow and life will be much happier. thinking back, i realised that i have been lenient with my expectations in life. going for holidays, my dive trips, and picking up a new skill or advancing to the next step with school or work. how have i fulfilled them? its only questionable if one has been contended with what they have. do not strive for so much and ended up a unhappy soul. never lost the meaning of life.
feeling contended is not me and im ashamed to be one of those who let the material things got the better of me. be it a holiday, a new gadget, stilletos, or all the pretty pretty things. *laughs* happiness can never be bought, but i do not disagree with buying gifts to make myself happy. buy me an airticket to anywhere and i'll prove to u. whahah. ok, im trying.
well i need to work harder. i need to earn more moolah and learn how to balance all the work with fun, and still keep sane while i can catch up with the love ones too. so much to do. so much i have to do. life is never easy but we just need to find ways to make us happy.
background + classical
Thursday, October 19
Don't Tell Tales Behind My Back.
- i was very bothered by a someone whom i had cared for quite abit saying bad remarks about me when i was in amsterdam. the saddest news came when the one who was told has obviously doubted and mistrusted my integrity. i got over it after a week. she do not deserve my attention and i have nothing to say about him. i do not need to explain for myself i think. i stayed while my heart has long left. so sad.
meanwhile, ive been very discipline and organing study routines. thats a good sign, but i really need to speed up my reading. terribly slow.
the good part of my recent activities are the catching up with those friends ive been missing recently.playing such important part in my life, they are already a part of me and i love em all. call me if i missed u out.
background + snow patrol
Friday, October 13
All Gonna Be Good.
- a week of tight schedules! gosh, the week has come and go so fast. must balance my path. i even squeezed in time for morning gym before office hours yesterday. its all gonna be good. *grins*
while in the office, the morals of the staffs have been low, we are all hoping things will start shining again. working for an entreprenuer can be so crazy, fun and too unpredictable. what comes next?
oh ya. finally! doing some leisure shooting this sunday with ejin! weeee!
*hops* *hops* *hops*
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Tuesday, October 10
Wait And See.
- coming back from amsterdam has been awhile and so many things have changed. my perception of things and work and all those questions. caught up with some friends to realise i cant even catch up with my own life. how ironic.
the expectations of what may come can never be easy, however, negligence is not what u all want from me. what do u want? what do u expect? what do i see? i have my reservations for now. too much output and too much rants. lets just wait and see, and maybe the better of it will really come to me.
do what i do best and do what i like best. why have i gone of track and get upset? i miss those days where i just work for fun. i miss all the fun. i miss those times.