Friday, August 13
Contradicting me.
- i want a companion.
not really a "boyfriend", but someone i will be seeing regularly just to hang out, having fun and keeping each other company. i also realize the contradiction that i have in me. ive been actively going on dates and all,i'd even lost count on them. but i stepped back before anything can happen. as now i recall, its always enjoyable and they were all good companies, but i guess i pretty much swapped the green light with the red and waved it about as the night retires, which i had made it very clear how the night should end,with a friendly hug and probably arranging to meet up the following week. i retreated when its time to move forward.
honestly, there is this one guy who have been slipping into my mind so subtly, that i wasnt aware of, till it happened so often i suddenly realized i was subconsciously missing him(?) know what? i even refused and avoided to meet him up even after his several attemps to try and try and try..and he's still trying. i simply just cant. he's eyes were telling me all that his heart wanted to and he's too nice its too scary for me. no no, its not suppose to be like this!? *furrows brows*
so now, i'm back in my room. still having thoughts of him and hoping things will cool down and all things back to normal.
ok. now, where was i? oh..i was saying..
i want a companion.. *pause and ponders* erm, right?
background + the vines
evil town
posted by fries @ 7:04:00 AM
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