Tuesday, October 12
No More Niggles of My Life.
- its difficult to catch up with life. they are always too fast or too complex for me. ironically, i am also too complex for you. when i choose to keep my feelings for my own good, the reasons are also not for me to share. some just care for the wrong reasons and if its not my life that's concerned, i dun really give a damn about who you are, what you think or how they used to niggle me. thank god for this.
i didn't agree with the ppl who misjudged me, i wasnt even affected at all since they dun even know me. i dun blame them for their ignorance but it pinches me to see how they fail to read themselves and acting as they're some psychiatrist trying to untie my morbid thoughts and converting me to be some ppl that are acceptable in this reality. if this is me, it will always be me, why cant some ppl trust that im genuinely happy and contended with however little you think i have.
i am glad to be who i am(tho i still rant about the unfairness the world has been) and how appreciative i've learnt to be(yes, i know how to better myself, much thanks without your help too). i seek balances in life and i have my own sets of thoughts that may differ from wot may seem normal to you and ive given up convincing ppl or educating them to see humans in all brains running just a different system from yours. too bad for you.
so wots my drift? seriously i dun even know. i just let my fingers run my keyboard to share some little part of my thoughts. to those who share the same track ive been running, believe in urself and life will be smiling up at you.
boring piece of shit? shaking ur head thinking life have nothing better for me to waste than writing lame post like this and thinking big of myself? but think about it, i might be the crap writer, but wot makes you who read till the end of it?
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