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Saturday, October 9


Muse Muse, Where'd You Go?


    can you make my heart skip? yes? no?

    *waited*

    *lets out a heavy sigh and turned to leave. dragging feet*

    i felt him smiled and i turned to check.

    we exchanged smiles and he paced up.

    i like to hear him breathe, when i tip-toe to tell him things that never fails to make him laugh. he inhales deeply and slowly and i think like it. it only make me want to do it more often, just like an addiction.

    *heart beat quickened* *we stole glances* *talked, laughed and got closer*

    *he strokes his fingers down the left arm of mine*

    huh?

    you wont believe it. all sweet feelings, faded. no, it was like being washed down and *SNAPS* the butterflies i felt few days ago, left. why?

    suddenly, i just wanna go home and never want to see him. not now maybe. i felt a sick feeling down and under. i felt bad for him too. gosh, wot have i done? i gave a lame excuse and hopped into the cab hoping the driver would speed all 160 to home. wot is wrong with me. wot the hell is this. i cant comprehand, tell me if u can. i thought about him when i was back at home, my comfort zone, and i know its never the same anymore. where's that sweet feeling and thoughts i had just not long ago. the shit happened again. he's tagged number 3. *closes eyes and rubs temple gently*

    so now, im enjoying time as usual, back to work and getting all things busy.

    muse muse, where'd you go?

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    the fear
posted by fries @ 7:34:00 AM
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