Thursday, January 17
So Now She Know.
- paths crossed and don't we all want to keep the best. walking down the memories lane. mental note for drawing barriers for some place we should never enter. not when we are not ready to face ourself.
whats my drift? don't ask. just random thoughts for the night that triggered such meaningless post maybe. confused lil gal (not me) has been through something for some reason and only she will know whats going through her slightly wired self. i just wish me being left out of this, but i am sleeping with her ex, ain't i? but how do they (each) feel about me? i am NOT the cause for the break up (they ended before we even started), and i don't wanna be the one that bring her back (for the wrong reason).
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earlier in the train -
staring out at the passing view of the neighbourhood in singapore, its totally irrelevant for my thoughts to wonder about poverty and crime. stealing for food, for survival, is theft still a crime? who are we to blame for some who need to feed and some who had none to give? reckless juvenile drunk driver hit and run, with money, they fight and won - who was held responsible for the innocent lives?
as usual, my thoughts drifted, and i suddenly have visuals in my head of children wailing in the toys section, and the parents just screamed and demand for obedience. what kind of a parent will i be? all daddy talks about is work, and mummy only nags about why is he not doing better (they are not listening to either). how do families communicate nowadays?
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bali next week. vanderbeek's wedding! bikini and sundresses! ah. i wanna get a hair pin with a BIG hibiscus to match my yellow tube dress. so flowery and girly and im going with hermie!
*hyperventilates*
background+ garbage
so like a rose
posted by fries @ 11:26:00 PM
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