"dysfuctionally inspired"

Sunday, December 5


Its all in You.


    there has been alot of singles these days who decided on a non-committal relationship rather than a life-tying relationship (you could be one of'em too eh?) which to them, causes the unecessary responsibilities (some are just avoiding it, others just cant face it). of coz, we know they are wrong . some, like me for an example, replaces it with a good companionship and when you don't expect, you're in for very minimal let-downs, or so i thought. *pinches lips*

    how true is it? you have to find out urself. as for me, ive a someone who makes me laugh and be my muse for this time being. being a tempremental/high expecting/overly-sensitive/self-indulged gal i used to be, i can say i am a much happier soul for this current pigeon hole that draws me back everytime, everyday. of coz, with a smile on my face. oops, and his too. *smooch* i do know that (or am prepared) sometime, someday, we might just walk outta our idividual lives, but im hopeful at least to end "us" with a kiss that seals it beautifully.

    so what's my drift? i am thankful for what made me a stronger individual, even for some who insist to belittle me for someone pathetic and self-denying. i disagree for those who abuses the word "freedom" and using "commitement stress" as and excuse for falling back into their self-deluding/complicating short term or no strings attached relationships. i wish all women who'd been weak and desperately in search for the big LOVE that only came back to slap them back to be strong and one day, you'll come to see,wot u want is to love urself, to seek happiness for urself and should only be limitating ur attention to people who bothers to care more than themselves, even for the plain boring life of yours.

    its all in you. *points*

    Background + some jazz music from the tv show.
posted by fries @ 4:22:00 PM
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