"dysfuctionally inspired"

Thursday, June 5


Random thoughts.


    as i was at a hawker after work today for dinner, some where right opposite my office building for dinner. and to be at golden shoe during lunch hours, is never a pleasing experience with the mad lunch crowd, bad weather, and a very bad culture of seat reserving of tissue packets. *eyes rolling*

    anyway.

    with a cool breeze in the evening, the hawker has adjusted itself to a comfy, and (might i add) peaceful from the hustles and bustles from the day. i sat down with my nasi lemak (with an extra drumstick and ikan billies *yum*), and i pondered about something random, about the many things people can do, or have achieved in life.

    and like a boomerang effect, the question was thrown back at thou, but this time it returned with a slight differ from questions of the generalism. because it occurs to me, that questioning oneself, with the objective to be in comparison with another, is never a question about YOU, really. because it couldve subconsciously become a challenge to beat or to be in the list of people that other people would look up to you if you are even on par with. mmm. now do you see how you have questions about yourself that revolve about "the other people"? *smiles*

    implying that the answers in general to these type of questions, or even these questions of such lacks depth is not what i mean here, but i really wonder why do we always have to put ourselves in the field when we let other people set the benchmarks? competition is even more challenging when the competition is yourself , and the battle is ALWAYS a winning situation because you have prepared yourself to move to the next level to achieve better things than what you already have achieved.

    its not about what we can do or have done, but how we improve ourself to be who we really want ourselve to be. once this is crafted in you, you work on it at your own pace to excel and to study the process of development, rather than ticking the boxes hastily completing what you have in your to-do-list (while about half of the people in the globe shares about the same list im sure).

    more reasons to love yourself. :)
posted by fries @ 8:36:00 PM
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