Wednesday, December 5
Not in the mood for Guessing Games.
- i know how much he'd wanted to try the food at sage, he suggested we try it once but we couldnt get a table reservation. some time back, there was plan to meet a female friend for dinner, though ive actually reserved a table to suprise him, i offered to let him have it with whomever that is. i am really that ok.i asked my self an dthe purpose is to let him try the food sinc ehe wanted so much to try it anyway. apparently he turned my offer down and said that the dinner need not be romantic with that female friend of his. hmm. questions. but i never ask.
today, being nice again, i asked if we should do that tomorrow. the answer came deflating my mood for evening (which of coz lasted for no more than 30mins).
he : whats the occassion?
me : none
(still no reply after 2mins)
me : we'll do when there's an occassion then
me : :)
i was kinda fuming and i dont even know why. what do u mean whats the occasion? when we planned to try that place out few months back, there wasnt anything to celebrate as well. never enjoy these guessing games, i gave up and let that question mark go.
what strucked to be possible could be that he mentioned how romatic the place can be, and so it makes bringing me with the thought that he want to be romantic and he didnt want to mislead. careful, he might be, but that was a wrong way, or bad move. now i will never suggest again it even if he feels like it. im cool, but i dun like it awkward at all. i am still very much a sensitive person. in any case, i just walk away. i think he should just let me walk away. like how i wouldnt want to be selfish in my past relationships, i let go if i at least care about the other snce i know it'll never work out anyway. im never afraid to show or let the other know ho i feel, and i appreciate more if one can show me the line and happier to keep clear of confused zone.
posted by fries @ 12:27:00 AM
7 comments
7 comments
hey sweet! how r u doing?
hihi dearest! am good. busy as bee but happy happy me. how is going for u? i just met mel and she's still as sweet and lovely. :)
hmm. whch mel? i'm emily from BATS. keke.
melissa from i forgot form where! lol. the melissa from dfs lah. ah..all these dfs names brings back memories ya. *smiles*
oh.. melissa frm st dupont! heh. i just bumped into her at cityhall last tuesday. see when u're free we can also meet up for coffee yah! :)
of coz! where do you work now? arranging to meetup seems to be more than difficult apparentl. *peeps over at mel*
my workplace is at harbourfront.. :) add me at lurvemyself@hotmail.com for msn. easier for us.. :D
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