Friday, October 25
- from the kalabarians-
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Your name of Diana makes you easy-going and refined, but detracts from your physical vitality. You desire all the finer things in life--lovely clothes, home, furniture, and environment. However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice. You can give good advice although it is unlikely that you would follow it yourself. You would be most successful in situations where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions. It is difficult for you to be individual and make your own decisions, for you lack self-confidence. Your desire for sweet, rich foods could cause overweight, circulatory problems, or weakness in the kidneys.
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Sometimes
The reflection I see
Bears no
Ressemblance to me
Sometimes
I look around the place I live
And wonder
How I came to choose the things I did
I like this from mandalay-flowers bloom.Many says im perculiar,but i like it when i allow myself to fall so deep i can hardly breadth.Its the only thing that reminds me im alife,that makes it vital to struggle for victory.i ain't no loser.i wish i never will fail,or having to go through the downfalls of life.it sucks.
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You can ignore
What you've become
Take it out and see it die again
You can be here
For who's a friend
And still you don't feel
You know about anything
Innermost thoughts
Will be understood and
You can have all you need
Do you know you're beautiful
Do you know you're beautiful
Do you know you're beautiful
You are, yes you are
madalay again-beautiful.
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Sis had ended her 3yrs relationship.Alan is like a brother,mentor and a definetely a boss to me.Its always the unexpected that people can't handle,on the contrary,el can't seem to handle it well either.I told her to give it a last try before summarising this,and she had actually let it decides her fate.*shrugs* Its always hard to swollow the fact that things have to sometimes come to and end even when you aren't prepared.Its confusing when love stll lingers in your inner most and ending it is the solution better done now than later,so because its the concerns for the other's better future.*knocked the trauma back to her head* I had been through this,sadly,mine's a much more pathetic state.What's hell if its him who failed you and the hurt's fucking draining you but making you loving him the more?And with that,u still have to be sane enough to pack up and leave?Its more then pain that's twirling ur heart,but only that it will make you stronger.They both needs space for self-reflecting.If things had to end this way,its only for the better.
Yesterday was some kinda fun.It was not at suntec convention hall tho.Balaclava.The ambient was ace.i had always wanted to go,but lil did i expect my first visit there was to work *pout*.Im doing registration with vivien,a hongkonger with a super petite build,and a beauty with no confidence.She and the other girlies were chatting about the modeling industry.*stoned look* Sometimes they bitched about the ppl in it too.Har har,can't believe im listening to all these stuff but its entertaining i tell ya.And it informative too,you get to which are the bad agents and the fuck up models,the highs and also the late payments and the ultimate surviving motto.Hee..im so damn glad i don't have to go through this everyday.Its kinda bimboic eh,about fame and looking good etc..But they are all nice gals though,prolly its the enviroment that pollutes the mind.i don't care so.and i got my money!!So lucky macho-wil will get my treaties!
Macho-wil's all stuffed(bad wheather here,i'm having blood clot in my nose,el too).He didn't wat to visit a doc and came up with illogica theory- that prolly cig will do more help.(i think he let it burn his head sometimes.He's not really thinking like a norm now.poor retard.)*pat pat on wil's head*.Was slumming at changi meriden hotel for awhile till we left for nasi lemak at punggol later.that's good eh.I miss the curry rice that opens after 2am too.*drools*
oh btw,shadowy ck,please help me get this.As u said u have a discount!! thanks.love u to bits!!
background+mandalay
beautiful
posted by fries @ 2:34:00 PM
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