"dysfuctionally inspired"

Saturday, March 8



    its been a sickly week for most of the people around me. skinDy had been admitted to hospital due to dehydration and was previously suffering from high fever. then audrey was suspected to have bird flu but we were relieved to find out she was doing better now. the wheather had not been very supportive these days so we should really take care of our own health. its like you're with a bunch of babies who never seems to eat, sleep and drink enough( of course, i don't mean visiting the pub for a drink. please.. ).

    i'd seen people who'd vowed to quit smoking but it never happened, till now excuses always surfaces and its always the thoughts and words that they're commited to, but NEVER be put into ACTIONS. i was a smoker too and i quitted last feb. since then, i've never come close to the thought of even a puff since i decided to put off the last stick i lighted the last time( i was so determined ). but i am never against people who smoke because that will be putting myself in misery as 90% of the people i mix around with, smokes. when i looked back, i wonder how did i do it. even now, i can't explain how i took 3 days to quit my smokings days of 9yrs. but i know when i set my eyes on something, and believe hard enough, my will power can never be underestimated. maybe i was influenced by my dad, who amazingly took 1 day to quit his smoking habits of at least 20 over years with absolutely zero help from any nicotine pads (i had depended on that though) or any other sources of help. he totally went cold turkey but was strong and focused as we all witnessed it in disbelieve. my dad was a man.

    as time goes by, im glad that i'd learned to treasure myself more and love to live healthily. it annoys me when i see gals getting so obsessed with how much weight they're putting and envying how skinny some others were. i've no patience with people like that and i feel sorry for those who did. at times i will compliment if they'd lost weight or gained and how good they look but add that its the healthy look that made them glow.

    backgound + stacey kent
    east of the sun and west of the moon
posted by fries @ 8:35:00 PM
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