"dysfuctionally inspired"

Thursday, December 19



    10 more days before i wave goodbye to Speedz 4.can't believe i have been singing for 3 years. from the original Speedz band that consist of 5 of us including joe and sisterkin(elica),and till el decided to leave our band for good. then came jennifer, who only replaced el for less than a year before esther came in( and they decided that joe have to go too, various reasons). i will miss all these..

    the three of us, margaret, lynn and me, are so call the pioneer of the band( since our band started with us in it).for some reasons, i should be closer to the two more than the others, but the fucking gal(lynn) is really getting on my nerves, she's seriously myopic about what she had caused me to go through with her stupidity and sometimes i think i shouldnt have defended for this whore bitch at all. wonder if i should just let myself out a little and fuck up her ass on stage and see how she hope she'll just die there,and i wish there's no hellhole for her to burry her fucking soul.everyone hated her, and i don't understand why am i the only one she choose to step on? she's always blinded by the good surrounding her and stupidly eliminates them with her evil selfish doings. i don't hate her, but i don't think i will ever want her in my sight after i leave the band unless i don't have a damn choice.

posted by fries @ 5:11:00 PM
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