Friday, November 28
- today i'll be taking my RTT (riding theory test) at comfort driving center. *gulp* you know how terrifying the word "TEST" haunt me eversince school days ( ahhgh. have i unintentionally sounded too old when i say "eversince school days" (?) ).
anw,
i went for my 1st riding lesson yesterday. it was horribly....fun (?)
i was enjoying everybit of the lesson (including the company of our cute and shy instructor), with 5 gals in the class, i definetely seemed more quailfied and tough since i don't whine or squeek whenever the bike falls or when i have not enough strength to lift the bike up for parking with the main stand. in any case, these are never a problem to me. *shrugs*
but my stupidity was to attend my practical lesson with a sleeveless tank top. *slaps forehead* thus, i had to grab a raincoat (even tho it wasn't raining) from the back of the class and wear it throughout the riding lesson. can you imagine how drenched i was with my own sweat when i took it off? that WAS disgusting, yiaks.
i thought i did quite well, but they didn't pass me. i guess i had to be punished attending lessons with improper attire. fuckkit, i know i'll sure pass the next time. you wait and see.
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free
Wednesday, November 26
- the whole of the last week =
catching up + late nights + laughters + dance + food + boozes + games
ah..
i have a 2nd audition tomorow and im still here blogging my nonsense and all. heh. i know im a slack and had been quite outta touch with whoever's reading. maybe i haven't really live my life recently, i havent been cursing people who'd stepped my feet or neither have i smiled and talked to interesting people who'd crossed my path, i had been so so blinded by the stress i created myself and overlooked wot life truely means.
*slaps* bad bad gal.
*breathes in* *breathes out*
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thoughts
Saturday, November 22
Saturday, November 15
- ah..back from a rather fun beach vacation and feeling slightly recharged. *smiles* i wasn't very happy with what i snapped (sorry peeps, u should expect alot of meaningless and boring shots). *fwaps*
i so wanted to blog but im so freaking sleepy/tired/drained. i really hope to get my pc repaired soooon but i dun have a helper to transport it down to sim lim yet. dang!
meanwhile,
we have men like this who never fail to annoy and entertain us.
Monday, November 10
train ride
Wednesday, November 5
- everytime when i blog, it would mean that im not at home. yes, my pc had finally decided to die on me. that ungrateful piece of shit that i had grown so attached with. argh. why does bad things fall in one after another when u pray so hard for a better day? i have to prepare myself for the worse becoz i will have to call that jerk who owed me money tonight.
hmm.
i told myself that i will have to divert my sorrrows to do something else more rewarding. like yoga. i had a fun time and will continue my second lesson next mon. also, i will be helping a friend's boss out to take snaps for their shop for advertisments and this will be my very 1st assignment!
alrighty,
ive got to prepare myself for now. ciao!
Monday, November 3
- ive been saying i wanted to give the cheapskate bastard (my ex boyfriend-MAX NEO TIONG WOO) a surprise visit to get my money back. i bummed into him on saturday. god is so fucking fair huh. he still has all fingers pointing at me for what i did to traumatise him. strange,i thought i was the one who had been depressed, cheated, disturbed and then stalked (?) fuck you. all of these reminded me once again how lucky i am outta his pathetic life but also how crazily blinded i was. geez!
so.
he said he will call (reluctantly) and when he recieved his pay, he'll call. im so helpless. i can only wait. he is the bug that will never go away, my nightmare and my migraine.